The English "Trip"

Hahahaha

I think that's true

But anyways back to some real stuff

I decided to not go to a pub

And save money

I think I've become a miser

I'm in a bus going back to Oxford. The blue light is freaky

It's dark and makes me feel sexy.

I am ashamed of myself for my behavior in the last 2 days

Day before I threw up.

And last night I watched the movie Dolly की डोली

When I could have watched Imitation game. 

Alone

I think last nights behavior was the worst

I went bar hopping with my client. Being a consultant I have to sell my soul and take them out for drinks.

I danced for him with others

Showed him my moves

Made friends with unknowns

All for the sake of client

I was ashamed for that

And I think that's why I threw up

I had to talk to Sharapova only to  be a good host to him. He's ठर्की I had to show I am one of them(ठर्की kind)

I really felt bad about myself

I felt corrupted

I paid for his drinks

I drank Jack Daniels while he drank scotch

Only to save money

I ate salad while he ate salmon and King prawns

JD is the cheapest possible alcohol

You can drink without looking cheap

One last thing. I don't know how to tell you...

I'm really ashamed of that

I even had to say 'we should do this again.. Soon'

I had to say it.

I am serious

I didn't mean it

It made me feel empty inside

I will never look down upon a prostitite. I've never and I promise I'll never in the future. I will respect my colleagues

Anyways

Other than that

Life is good

I am away from my wife

My friends

My family

Trying to bring prosperity to my company, my clients company

My boss

His boss

And my client

His boss

The end.